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		YOUR NAME♥ watashiwa, RACHEL desu. i've been rachel-ed once a phpps tracker, always a phpps tracker. 140197 is HOT. loves GOD with all her heart candystar_97@hotmail.com < add swamp rocks the world round (: no friends, no life obsessed with music screaming on the inside

CHATTERBOX LOVEEEES the quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog :D WANTS these are what i want the most - go to heaven - swamp to reunite - best friends forever and ever - go back to singapore - healthy lifestyle - no global warming - good results - run and make coach proud - division title for PHPPS RUNAWAY leaving so soon? :D SWAMP :D DESIREE :D ETIEN :D SARAH :D HUI XUAN :D ANNIKA :D CALIFORNIA :D CALIFORNIA&RQ :D CHLOE :D aka CHARLIE <3 CLARA :D CRYSTAL :D DESIREE&MEGAN :D DESIREE&RQ :D DANIEL :D EMILIA :D JIAQI :D JQ&RQ :D JOLIN :D KENDRA :D MEGAN :D ODELIA :D RACHEL&RQ :D RQ :D SERENA :D SHERYL :D SARAH&DESIREE&DENISSA :D YIHUI :D ZOEI :D REWIND January 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 THANKS Desiger/edited by: Milk shakeee Basecode: doughnutcrazy Music: LALALA! Icon: Picture Cbox: Tag Quote: From my brain :D		I was here :) 12:12 AM HELLO GUYS SORRY IM USING VTUNNEL AGAIN TIME LIMIT GAH ): IM OCMING BACK ON 23!!! OMG OM GOMG OMG OMG OMG OMGOMGOMG OMGOMGOMGOGM OMGOGMOGM OMGOGM OGMGO I WANNA MEET YOU GUYS SORRYFOR THE TAGS I CANT GET INTO YOUR BLOGS IDK WHY I TYPED IN THE NAME BUT THEN DOESNT WORK OR YOU ALLOW TO SOME READERS ONLY AHH MISS YOU GUYS TRUCK LOADS ): love you guys too <3 btw july nationals jia you okay ): sorry i cant make it in time my mom says flight booked already so cannot .. sorry missed it by a day ): love you guys <3 I was here :) 1:30 AM sigh, things got from BAD to WORSE. a lot a lot. well, there's only 14 days of school left. 14 days is so near yet so far ): sigh! i wish i could come back now. here is even hotter then singapore! singapore is very hot but here is hotter can die of heat stroke when i go out i get headache immediately lol. x.x ya so today in school. 2 ppl who hate each other want to eat with me. i dont know who to choose so i just walk. (BAD IDEA, I THINK) so they start like insulting each other like 'i know someone who cut their hair so short.' something like that i think they keep squeezing me THAT SUCK a lot today so troublesome also then 1 eat slow 1 eat fast so i just like I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO! (I REALLY SHOULD LEARN TO SAY NO NO NO NO NO!) (IM BEING TOO KIND TO PPL) (LOL) okay so I WAS SO HAPPY WHEN LUNCH IS OVER! :D i can relax. so during the form class time. teacher go and talk about 'reflection on this year!' then ppl say 'COOL' 'UNBELIEVABLE' 'AWESOME' and in my opinion. 'SUCK' lol this year is NOT a good year to start with really :X people here suck. i wish i can unwind/rewind time back (correct grammar right?) so i can just study in singapore :D hahahahahaha. 14 days so long ): i cannot wait for it to end. btw the school library go say i win something (i dont know what thing) that give me this super thick book 500 pages at LEAST i saw the cover page EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE then the libraian saw my face and say that the cover got nothing to do with the story! LOL so werid if the cover got nothing to do with the story why put that cover? lol and sigh my mom 'kinda' found out i got facebook so she made me add her as a friend so now i gotta start worrying what i type in case she sees then i die x.x not die lah but you know you get it gtg now got tuition x.x sigh. thanks for tagging sorry if i dun tag back fyi, blogger still doesnt work in china so im kinda using a system that allows me which is very slow x.x love you guys <3 I was here :) 2:40 AM HELLOOO EVERYONE!!!! superduperuber HAPPY. exams are over! yay. whoo <3 finally can relax. :D i think about ONE MONTH more i can come back <3 yayyyy BUT. 1 month is a long long way ): sigh sigh. i wish i could come back NOWWIE! ahaha. gtg now, loves you guys <3 yayy. LOVEYA. I was here :) 3:44 AM guys i feel like DYING now. idk why. i just feel like. almsot everybody in my school is .. welll. i dont knoww. ppl always like tease me in school. i dont know what to do. first i think this then i think that. i dont know! ): i wish i could come back soon. ytd and today and tml hav exam. ytd was history, first q i stuck already -.- what is this part of ancient greece called in english and greek? ai yah. teacher never teach us. i sure fail history. today was english and science, science was super easy (: hahaha. about the solar system :D easy peasy. but english, we're supposed to write a compo abuot a vacation/holiday you had. i cannot rememmber much. so i kinda made it up a bit. lolll. i write finish alr, 2 min before the time end. ahh must write faster next time lol. our comprehension super hard for english. its a 3 page reading passage! from a book. idk what it is. i hope i dont fail though. tml there's maths and chinese... chinese i will not fail that badly. i think. but maths. im very very scared for maths because because i always get the questions and interept the q wrong. and then. conversion i suck a lottt at it. cm - m i go divide sometimes! ai yah supposed to be times x.x i hope i dont fail and fall back in maths. because as far as i know i am already really really back. ppl here and teachers dont care. sigh. i wish i could come back. ppl here so i want to cry already ): i miss you guys a lot a lot. im using vtunnel.com again :D hahaaa. vtunnel rocks :D i can access websites that china ban :b yeahhhh. but its kinda slow, so. somemore exam here. btw about 18 days more school end! yay then about there about about there i can come back i want to forget everything here well i try to forget lah. i hope i really can. sorry i dont go tagging all your blogs. sorry.:X vtunnel very slow well my internet here is slow lol. i miss you guys a lot. i will try to post more. (: love yaaa to the fullest <3 forever, racheled Labels: . I was here :) 1:25 AM BLOGGER DOESNT WORK, DAMN!! AH CANNOT POST IM USING FROM VTUNNEL.COM ITS SO SLOW SO SORRY I GOT A LOT OF THINGS TO TELL YOU GUYS REALLY RAELY SORRY IT DOESNT WORK UNLESS I USE VTUNNEL.COM GAH. MISS YOU GUYS A LOT HOPE CAN COME BACK SOON. I was here :) 3:55 AM sorry guys i know that was vulgar and violent ): i love you guys a lot. and miss you alot. btw nobody in my school knows my blog so its okay. you can curse them however you like i dont mind in fact i think i'll thank you loveyou guys <3 I was here :) 3:45 AM can YOU stop making ME angry again? can you make ANOTHER PERSON instead of me angry? what are you even doing here your dad is the secondary school principal doesnt mean that you can be here to insult me whereever you want to. plus i overtook you in running today. so shut up. you said it was because of a 'chest infection' and OH it HURTS SO BADLY! yeah right. i got it before. it didnt hurt that much. and stop making ME punch my waterbottle cos my waterbottle didnt do anything like my friend i want to PUNCH YOUR FACE all the empty promises you made broken up already. you make me curse and get scolded it was because of you i fallen apart its you that screwed my life it was you that changed my life and it was you that made me think i was a nobody so get out of my life once and for all before i blow my top and nothing can stop me next thing you'll know you're lying on the floor you cant see a thing so stop it and shut up and get lost go to america or england i dont care where you go just get far away everyday i hope not to see your face but i always do and it makes me wanna puke YOU make me feel emo you make me hate you you make me sad you make me violent you make me curse most of all you make me fall apart and its all your fault i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you get out of my life. I was here :) 3:24 AM tml exam, jiayou (: cant go on facebook or post now. gotta study. LOVEYA :D a lot a lot a lot. btw, those ppl in my school STINK. a lot a lot a lot. okay well yeah. quickly posting everything. today got PE ran 6 laps. i did it in 12 min ): it sucked! last time i did in 11:30 min plus. i think i can run faster. ahaha. then english we were asked to write about a friend. i wrote about you guys as a group. :D YEAHH!! oh yeah, thanks for tagging! (: love you guys a lot. plus plus, the date im coming back is soon. but there's june school ): AH. LOVEYA <3 I was here :) 2:35 AM you dont make me smile, even if you are trying. its singapore that makes me smile. even when she's not trying. so stop trying, its no use. i wont change my mind of liking here. i stay here for 2 years, i wont like it a bit. not one bit. not one. I was here :) 2:19 AM i know i am an idiot. you dont have to tell me. because i am one right from the start. i just didnt know that. i thought i wasnt one. but i was one. i know i look plain in my clothes. i look plain tying my hair all the time. it looks stupid. unlady-like. but i dont live to please you. im a tom boy. so? i look and act like a boy. i dont wear a skirt to school. anyway if i wear one, it would be knee length. unlike yours. so short. you want to reveal your underwear? so sick. ive been wearing pants for the entire school year. some girls too. unlike you. i tie my hair for the entire school year. unlike you. you let it down. so? i admit i look nicer with it down. i just dont like it okay? im not used to it. i cannot event last 5 mins. i am hopeless. i know. i am stupid. i act like a boy. im not acting like a girl. it looks weird wearing a pants. tying my hair. i know. i always look weird. i dont care about my clothes, as long as it fits. i look stupid in my clothes. im out of fashion. who cares if anyone dont like me? or they stare at me? i look weird. i am tanned. darker then most people. but i do track and swimming in singapore. got a problem? you put sunblock, i dont. i dont know why i dont put. i dont care about how i look. i know i should. look presentable. instead of like a dark weird appearance. its the 'fashion' now. i know. im just not following. im not enjoying class. all of you talk wherever you want to. we practically did nothing. you talked like 100 sentences. i talk like 1. i am quiet. why should i attract attention? hopeless, thats what it is. i dont like wearing shirt that doesnt cover the shoulders. so? it looks ugly. so exposing. so what if i dont have sneakers? they look nice, i know. but i dont have one, got a problem? so what if i dont have ballerina shoes? is it a must to have one? and i know it fits skirts. so? i dont wear a skirt. i wear long pants. why should i wear a skirt? the school didnt say we HAVE to wear a skirt. so i can wear pants. it is hot. but so what? i dont care. i just wannna me me. not some people im trying to be. i know the me i am is hopeless. if i dont be me. then i will not be the me i am in singapore. which is no. because i will not forever be overseas. the chances of me going oversea is NIL. i like singapore the best. i dont care if it sucks. or what. i love singapore. my friends are there. my darling friends. yours are here. so? you are here 7 years. i here 8 months only. singapore still better. friends. school. tuition. everything. i love them all. unlike here. with people i hate. staring at me all the time. you dont know how it feels. so shut your mouth. and what ever you say. i dont care. im being me. and thats it. even if that me is hopeless. or old-fashioned. im still gonna be me. me. me. me. I was here :) 1:55 AM OMG. i love the song T-shirt by shontelle. it sounds so good. lol. just came back from school. feeling very tired. and. stupid. sorry guys. thanks for tagging. loveya <3 I was here :) 2:59 AM sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. sorry guys. i know im a stupid friend. and oh, i just revived my DEAD facebook. i created and i didnt touch it for LONG. thats another part i sucked at. cos you gave me all the invitations. and i didnt reply. ): sorry. msn also, everybody send weird thingies. i hate it. the whole world is gonna die. im going to die first. cos inside is messed up a lot. and i make a lot of people sad ): in 2012, i think the earth going to explode. enjoy your life. its short. im currently trying to enjoy mine now. and in school, the bullies are getting MORE. plus, now exam everybody jiayou. i will not be back in june. sorry again. i will be back about 7 weeks. i know last itme i said 6. see, i suck again. love you guys a lot. plus, look at this. so cute. piglet and eeyore holding hands (: ahahah. IMY a lot. forever, RACHELed I was here :) 2:53 AM i feel like a total idiot. dont ask me why, but i just feel like it. ): i saw someone's blog (im not naming who) and it was filled with LOADS of pictures of friends. and then i thought of you guys. and then, i think i really suck as a friend to you. cos i just LEFT and went to another country. and. its sad. if i come back, i hope things will still be the same again. keep on hoping (: haiis. i miss you guys a lot a lot. i wish i could come back now, and everything was just back to normal. as it was the last time. with track, tuition :* and school. here really boring, nothing one. the good part is i get to go to Church. :D ahahah, going for YF. i hope its okay, cos im a complete loner, i dont know anybody there. love you guys. (: LOADS. FORVER, RACHELed. I was here :) 2:23 AM WAHHAHAHA. hi guys, rachel is back! and i posted some pictures of my trip in beijing. they were lame angles okay. im not a good photographer. well, enjoy! <3 this sign in the great wall is like you go down or something nice right? this is called 'heaven' in the olden days dark picture of a SINGAPORE flag (: o lala its the bird's nest! :D olympic games the track was closed, and inside it looks like CRAP, really nice right? can you believe this iss like 1000 years ago? i cannot. that was the scary great wall, i didnt climb to the top because i was scared of dropping down and dying, it is so long but nice the tour guide made us sit on this 3 wheel thingy (and this is the only picture that you're gonna see with me in it :D and i look weird) we practically walked this whole map, it was so tiring this is the thing where you pay to get in, i dont know what it is called -_- this is a picture of Mao Ze Dong, a communist this was the forbidden city from far away ahaha. beijing a lot of traffic, so mostly are cars. also a lot of places jam o.o it was fun lah. and interesting! :D must visit beijing okay? LOVEYOU! <3> thanks for tagging (: i will try to post more :D gtg now, bye! <3 I was here :) 1:34 AM HEY GUYS!! :D RACHEL IS BACK! whoooo! <3 okay okay lol. will post the pictures soon. and really, some pictures look weird. LOVE YOU! <3 I was here :) 4:36 PM hi guys. :D this computer im using cannot enter, so paiseh if your eyes get pain reading this. (: ahaha. this is in the morning, 7:36am, 6th April 2009. before im going to beijing, im gonna post one more time. :D i asked my mom if i can use the comupter, she said yes! :D YEAH! i'll miss you guys! i dont wanna go, but my mom says i have to. GAH. keep on tagging! thanks! :D you guys rock my world. (: LOVEYA <3 I was here :) 2:13 AM HEY HEY! :D wahahha. i came to post again. btw, im going beijing. maybe you already know it, so. nvm. but TAG MORE! :D i dont wanna go beijing, but my mom wanna. so i gotta go BYE! I was here :) 7:33 PM wahahahah. i just changed blogskin, AGAIN. i know its kinda weird i change. im bored, so i change. anyway i cant change much when school starts. and i think i saw someone use this skin before. i dont know. im going to beijing tomorrow. gah! i cannot post or get online. )): i miss you guys LOADS. LOVEYA (: and omg. i just realised for my cbox, i put my wishlist. o.o gotta change it! :D thanks for tagging! I was here :) 4:47 AM HELLO EVERYONE! ;D ahahaha. im posting for the 3rd time today. i got this from bernadine's blog. i know its super old. but i wanna post something, so. YEAH. Type the first 21 people that you think of: 1. Emilia :D 2. Etien :D (LOL emilia and etien both start with E o.o) 3. Yenwern :D 4. Desiree :D 5. Elizabeth :D 6. Huixuan :D 7. Rachel :D 8. Valerie :D 9. Sarah :D 10. Megan :D 11. Clarie :D 12. Bernadine :D 13. Ruiying :D 14. Eden :D 15. Tammy :D 16. Jing Chen 17. Jiaqi :D 18. Han Xuan 19. Jia Hua 20. Isaac 21. Zhao En i dont know, but i just realised the first few are girls, and the boys o.o they just popped into my mind. o.o ABOUT THEM `Who is #16 to you? Jing Chen - i always ask him for spelling O.O `What was your first impression of #1? Emilia - cute, kind. bff (: `Ever had a crush on #5? Elizabeth - no -.- no crush, i LOVE her :D `How did you meet #20? Isaac - in Ch4? o.o his drawings are nice, okay. Describe #13 in 4 words. Ruiying - SMART, cool, HOT and cute :D `Where is #19 from? Jia Hua - omg i dont know if its singaporean passport or china passport. i think china. O_O `Do you know any of #3's family members? Yenwern - sadly, no ): `How tall is #17? Jiaqi - shes taller then me o.o `Would you go out with #7? Rachel - yeah (: `What's your best memory with #2? Etien - omg we had many good memories! :D `How do you feel about #11? Clarie - shes VERY smart, for starters. :) `How old is #8? Valerie - im older then her. she's 11! :D `Does #6 have your number? Huixuan - yes, i am very very sure. `Has #9 changed since you've met? Sarah - yes. taller, nicer, cuter, and SMARTER :D `Does #15 have a job? Tammy - no, i dont think so. `Where is #18 from? Hanxuan - singapore! :D `When did you meet #14? Eden - i met her in a GROUP PROJECT! ahhahahaha. :D `Is #12 a virgin? Bernadine - i dont know what does that mean, and im sure its not a nice word. o.o `Is #4 a good friend to you? Desiree - YES! `Have you done anything... "X-rated" with #10? Megan - HAHA no. `Why is #21 last? Zhao En - he's last because, well i dont know. OH OH! i just realised his name starts with 'Z' :D `Would #8 and #13 make a good couple? Ruiying & Valerie - eh, both girls. (: they get along well tho. `What about #2 and #15? Etien & Tammy - they dont even know each other o.o `How would you react if #14 and #16 went out? Eden & Jingchen - AHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH! they wont! `Have you ever been with #4, #6, #12, #18 and #20 at the same time? Desiree, Huixuan, Bernadine, Hanxuan, Isaac - No, even though they know each other. i think. `Do #9 and #19 hate each other? Sarah & Jiahua - they dont know each other. `What about #7 and #11? Clarie & Rachel - NO!! they dont! `Are #5 and #17 friends? Elizabeth & Jiaqi - no. `What about #3 and #21? Zhao En & Yenwern - same class, so i think so. `What about #1 and #10? Emilia & Megan - yeah! :D `Who's the shortest person on your list? HanXuan, i think. i didnt see some of them for 8 months )): but i think he's the shortest. :X AHAHA LOL. `The tallest? DESIREE or BERNADINE. they are super tall. `The most annoying? Hanxuan & Jiahua. They keep talking weird things. `The nicest? there's a lot of nice people there. `The hottest? O.O dunnoe. `How many people on your list do you hang out with? 11 i think. `Do you hate anyone on your list? No, im not that ____ . `Who's most likely to become famous? i dont know o.o maybe huixuan. `Who's the funniest? almost all are funny. (or maybe it's cos i laugh at almost everything -.- ) AHAHHA omg. this quiz is so funny. except for 1 question lah. gtg now :D bye, LOVEYOU. imy ): I was here :) 7:44 PM JUST CHANGED BLOGSKIN! :D haha, yeah. i hope you like the new skin! (: oh yeah, the links are a bit hard to read. paiseh! -_- love you guys too <3 ahahaha, gtg now. bye! (: & we lay down on the grass together, counting the stars one by one. :D